My English mother’s story began in
the desert heat of Phoenix, Arizona, my Anishinaabe father’s in the north woods
of Lake Huron, Ontario. Their stories met during youth in Hollywood, California
and from there would grow old together. As I look back on their lives, myself
now an old woman, I wonder how much of growing old happens precisely because we
do it together.
“Una! Have you finished the moccasins
yet? It’s already been two days, we can’t be filming this forever.” The 20
year-old woman’s piercing blue eyes looked up briefly towards the costume
director, his brows furrowed waiting for a response. Una gathered the various
buckskins, feathers and beaded regalia she had made and handed them to her
boss. Fumbling for a cigarette and without examining even a stitch he called
out, “Josh! Come try this on!”
The young man was laughing with some of
his friends next to the horses. It had been a few days since Una had first
noticed the one the director called Josh, and the other actors called
ogimaa-gaakijiwan. The trip from Phoenix to the set in Hollywood had been
fascinating, though tiring. The beauty of the red rock canyons, silver
mountains and green valleys were still settling in her bones. For one week she
had watched the land flow by from the back of a truck. Her imagination painted
scenes of animals and people that would have lived there—strategic skirmishes
between the warring Apache and Navajo, famished Spanish explorers and groups of
Mormons with handcarts and songs of God appeared before her as she watched. She
gained a deeper understanding of the stories the old people shared of settling
the town now called Phoenix in the 1850s. Her father had always been a
proponent for naming the city Phoenix.
“What a name,” he would say, “a mythical
bird that rises from the ashes, this land will be reborn too. You, my love, are
a resilient Phoenix.”
Una knew she was born on dry ground, and
when she heard about the need for seamstresses in Hollywood, she saw it as a
rebirth into blue waters.
Upon arrival in Hollywood her face looked
like a reversed night sky—dark crescent moons under her eyes contrasted against
her glowing pale skin. She was immediately put to work. This was the ‘30s, and
any job was better than none. Una thought of her parents back in that hot,
dusty town she tried hard to call home. She sewed for the movie-industry with
the same determination she saw in those she had conjured in the desert.
A couple days after arriving, she worked
to secure the last few beads onto a belt. The colorful triangles and lines
transferred effortlessly from the image in her mind to her fingers, working
nimbly over buckskin. She worried what the people there would think of her
work. She was already a master seamstress sewing dresses and suits for her
acquaintances in Phoenix. Secretly she loved the bold lines and intricate yet
no-fuss flow of the Indians’ clothes.
Josh moved through the set like a hunter
in the woods, quick and silent. She jumped a little when he had stood before
her. She quickly recovered and handed him the belt she’d made, then noticed his
pants were around his ankles. He smiled politely and said “thank you, Madame.
I’ve been needing one of these” winked and left before she could respond.
The days turned into weeks and Una
continued to produce the headdresses, leggings, and shirts that characterized
the success of the Hollywood Westerns. They continued to watch each other.
“Alright everyone into place! Three, two,
one, action!” the director’s voice never seemed to tire despite its constant
tension. The cowboys came from the left of the stage, ropes swinging in loops
over their heads, buildings disappearing quickly in the background as they gained
speed and approached the Indians who came from a backdrop of wilderness.
“We’re coming so you injuns better run
for it!” The cowboys all cried out in unison “Whopatee-ay-yo! Ayayayay!”
The first few days and perhaps even weeks, Una
had watched in fascination. The muscles of the horses and glean of their coats
captured her and inspired reverence for the creatures. She even began to use
the their movement in her own sewing. The story was always the same. The
cowboys would be outnumbered. They would nobly go forth and fight the Indians
to secure land for their pretty wives and dimpled children. A sneaky Indian
would play dirty and come from the side, hurt one cowboy, then justice and
vengeance would cause all the Indians to die. The pop of the fake bullets
almost seemed comical to Una, but she had watched the final products on the big
screens. The music and sound effects transformed something so simple into a
captivating scene.
Josh always led the Indians. He spoke
Anishinaabe, Cree and had learned some Navajo during his time in the southwest.
His best friend was Eagle Eye Cody, who spoke Chickasaw and came from Oklahoma.
The stuntman Indian business marked a new age for many tribal Nations. Old wars
and skirmishes were remembered but set aside as they worked together and
laughed at the growing industrialized world and its obvious shortcomings. Eagle
Eye had said,
“I think the Depression will be good for
these people. Now they’ll know what its like to be an Indian living on the
reservations. We went from having a lot to very little. Our bowls have been
filled with dust for too long because of them. Like we’ve been taught though, still
when any visitor comes and you don’t have enough to share just throw some more
water in!” The men would all laugh.
While placing the headdress on Josh one
afternoon Una inquired, “I see you Indians laughing so much when you’re all
together. Why?”
Josh said, “you’ll know why tomorrow.”
If she had been less frustrated with his
indirect answers to everything, she might have inquired further. Instead she
finished her day’s work and waited for the following day.
“Three, two, one, action!” The men took
off on their horses, running towards each other. Una watched with indifference
now that she had seen the same thing happen time and time again. The cowboys
formed their ropes into ‘o’ shapes and yelped with mock bravery. After several
minutes, they finally had the Indians circled again and they shot their guns
with a pop. This time though, none of the Indians fell.
There was a moment’s confusion. The
director stood with a surprised face, his voice for once unable to shriek
through the room. The cowboys’ ropes slackened and fell. As if synchronized,
each of the Indian horses dipped out of the circle that had been formed around
them and they quickly formed a larger circle around the cowboys. They proceeded
to pull out bows and arrows and pointed them directly at the pale faces. No one
made a noise. The now defeated men in the middle shifted uncomfortably. They
had never wondered what it felt like to be on the losing side, or what their
ancestors really felt like out on the land. Life wasn’t always Hollywood:
scripted to win. It is a hard lesson to learn. Josh cried out “Wiisinidaa!” and
the men lowered their arrows, dismounted their horses, and went home for the
evening. Una understood now what their laughter was about. The plan had worked
perfectly. A lesson had been taught.
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